Friday, April 17, 2009
I guess it's over..
I should let them be together since they enjoy so much,i shouldn't interrupt..
Should i leave?
Should i give up this friendship?
Maybe it's a yes?
Hmm..
Yea..
Whenever I'm with them,
They ignore me,
They don't even bother to talk to me,
They don't even bother to care about me.
I guess it's over..
At least I got some happy memories with them.
Thanks..
I should move on and forget the past.
I change a lot because of them.
And what they do?
They ignore me,
They ditch me so many times,
They don't even care about my feelings.
And yet i cried for them like more than 10 times.
And what happen next?
My result..
Most of them are 40+.
The 'next day',
They said they didn't mean it about the 'sentences'.
Uh-huh
Yar..
They didn't mean it
Did they care about my feelings?
No.
I failed my sejarah
I know I can't blame them,
Who ask me to cried for them?
Who ask me to worry for them?
Who ask me to be so stupid and tell myself without them,I'm lifeless.
All because of the STUPID,BRAINLESS me.
I trust them so much,
And what they give me?
I guess i gotta change back and enjoy my life.
I gotta get used to the 'alone' life.
Gotta get used to the 'without them' life.
Yar..
That's it..
It's over..
I guess i just gotta treat them like normal
A 'normal' friends..
Everything is back to normal again.
A normal life
A normal friends
A normal girl
A normal me.
But i gotta thanks them for giving me a good memories before =]
I gotta thanks Alynna and Kristine for 'waking' me up
THANKS A LOT!!
<33
And also,thanks to my 'so-called best friends' for giving that good memories to me before.
I know i cause a lot of trouble to you guys.
I make you guys sad
I don't wanna make you guys because of me then sad.
It's not worth you know?
So,
It's over.
We can be normal friends and RESTART all over again.
Rite?
I know it's very hurt to you guys,
But i must do it.
I'm being stingy for this first time.
You guys asked for it.
Sorry.
Let's restart all over again and start from our NORMAL life.
-xuenn-
