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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Today is..
Without volleyball GANG day..

Reached school around 12:45,

Ignored by them.
So i talked to bridget and told her about my feelings that being ignore by bestiex.
Then she cheer me up
[ Thanks bridget :) ]

Then i kinda cried because they ignore me.
And we're about to study x . x
Thanks to lee sun,yi han and suk kee,
They're cheer me up to
[ Thanks lee sun,yi han and suk kee :) ]

Then we go bengkel to do kh project.
Kinda fun weih :]
My friends (Lee sun,Yi han,Suk kee,Yun Ping) helped me
[ Thanks Lee sun,Yi han,Suk kee,Yun Ping :) ]

After that we walked back to class cause kh over adii
Then one of the volleyball GANG's member came in,
Cause he same class with me marhx..
Then he didn't look at me,didn't talk to me.
Then i cried again?
My friends saw me crying
Especially Yun Ping..
He cheer me up by making me laugh
[THANKS YUN PING :> ]

Geografi time..
x . x teacher said must answer her question only can go recess..
Obviously i answered rite-.-

Recess time..
I walked to the stairs and sat down with ashleyy
I told her about the volleyball GANG problem..
Then i recess with ashley..
[ Thanks ashley :) ]

After that is Moral time..
Hahahax!!
Played with Lee sun,Yi han,Suk Kee,Ke Xian,Yun Ping and Dick Ming.
I played with Yun Ping's wife [ means his pen ]

After that is Science,
Teacher absent
Whole day staying in the class..
Playing with my classmate
Kinda funny xD

But when i saw 1 of the volleyball GANG's member..
My mood went DOWN..

After school..

When i saw another volleyball GANG's member

I kinda run(walk fast gua...)

I walked to the 'bus-stop' place and sit behind a tree..

I was talking to ashley all the time..

They thought i went home..

Then just now jane called me..

TALK TALK TALK...

She said

"They didn't talk to you doesn't means is ignore rite?"

I don't know larh..

To me,

I don't think they care about my feelings..

P/S : If you guys read this post,Please DON'T asked me or talk to me in school.. Please and Thanks you.

-xuenn-

love notes @ 9:17 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

25.04.2009(Saturday)

Woke up around 10,

I texted Reg and bla bla bla..

Went her house around 11.

She's busy preparing herself.

Then we reach to red box round 12,i guess..

The boys (cy,zh and ben) was singing,but when we walked in the 'room'

They stunned and not dare to sing.

Malu marhhh

Then i sing some cantonese and japanese songs

I asked the boys

"Who know how to sing Cantonese songs?"

Ben was like

"Me"

And yet,

I'm singing ALONE and ben like blur adi..

I'm like

"I thought you say you know how to sing??"

Cy said

"He Chinese songs also don't know,want him sing Cantonese song arh?"
So,I'm singing alone all those songs.

And the good thing is!

Me and reg get to sing for FREE!!

Finish singing,

We walked to sakae sushi to eat our lunch.

Finish eating we go skating =)

I can't speed mann!

Too many peopleS.

After skating where we go adi arhh?

I guess we're walking around cause ben want buy something?

Then we bought STARBUCKS ! !

After ben and zh go back,

Left me,reg and cy.

We go arcade play

Play till crazy adii

Me and cy keep playing rock fever.

x.x

We sot adii..

Then we go kim gary makan.

Me and reg ordered fries and cy ordered a broccoli

Then my brother came.

Cy said my brother frightened him.

And i asked my brother for 10 bucks cause

BABI BENJAMIN HO BORROWED MY RM8.50 AND DIDN'T RETURN MY MONEY !

After eating,

I saw my brother again,

I was walking with cy and reg

Then when cy walked away

My brother asked regina

"Who's that?"

"Cy"reg answered

"Your boyfriend arh?"

"Noooo-.-" Reg like stun adi xD

Then my brother turned to me and asked me

"Your boyfriend arh?" With a serious face

Then i'm like

"NOOO! I swear! He's not my boyfriend!"

Then i do the finger

I ter-point the middle finger at him

Then i'm like..

Oh shitt..

Then i do the 'swear' finger thingi at him

He's like

"Okayy" then he walked away.

Then reg's mom arrived to fetch me and reg backk.

Left cy alone D:

Don't know him larhh... x.x

But today quite fun weihh..

QUITE..

I <3>

[p/s : for more information, please read reg's blog xD]

-xuenn-

love notes @ 11:10 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

AHAHAHAHA!

Yesterday i chat with zyuan in msn.

Then chat chat chat.

He became my sifu - -

LOL.

As in volleyball sifu!

Cause he knew that i didn't in for the first 6 .

So he's gonna train me =>

Gonna train hard ohhh!

>.<

Oh yar!

I got no more feelings-.-

As in EVERYTHING.

Like yesterday,

We lost the match.

NO FEELINGS

I train around 3:00pm ++ in that hot weather.

NO FEELINGS

and all larhh x.x

Is it good or bad? =P

To me is good lorhh

I guess...

x.x

*speechless* xD

-xuenn-

love notes @ 10:42 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Today is the MSSD dayy..

[IVYY!! BAD NEWS! WE LOST- -]

AHAHAHAHA!!

Yar,we seriously lost-.-

And i didn't get to touch the ball.

Not just me,

Me and my BESTIEX jane - -

We felt so sad cause we paid RM66 and didn't get to touch the ball!

I rather take the RM66 and buy RM50 digi credit,another RM16 go buy my favourite CANDIES!

Hmm...

Today i from 3:00++ train my servicing,

Then around 3:30++ train with alysia they all digging.

They said i overstress myself-.-

Really arh?

And i guess i got sun burn-.-

My face now is FREAKIN RED- -

Zzzzz..

But who cares larh!

Sun burn won't kill me rite-.-

Lazy time adii-.-

Bai baii!!

-xuenn-

love notes @ 8:53 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Hmm..

Nothing special today?

After recess [1630],

WE(Volleyball MSSD juniors girls) got training,

So we went down to change our PJ shirt.

Then we walked to padang.

We didn't TRAIN at all- -

We chit-chat all the time D:

I walked to Benson,Zyuan,Ong and Jay yang.

I tortured Zyuan by:

Hitting,Boxing,Punching,Smacking,Slapping him.

[sorry zyuan x.x i really no mood adii :(]

Then i played with his fats!

Whaooo

After that i walked toward The volleyball GANG.

I suddenly no mood,

So i feel like crying.

And yeah

I cried

You peoples should know what happen.

Zheng Hao is leaving!

Yar..

I can't control my tears

So i cried..

Not because of this thing only,

Still got others reason,

I lazy tell larh>.<

In front of him some more- -

Then i played volleyball with Jane.

BLA BLA BLAAA!!

That's all :D

I feel wayyy better after crying .

WAYYY BETTER ;)

-xuenn-

love notes @ 12:12 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

Yesterday,

My second sister suddenly said

"Xuen,bad news from Zheng Hao,he's changing school to USJ 12 "

Then I'm like

"Don't lie,please-.-"

I said it because i knew that my sister and Zheng Hao is not close.

Then my sister ask me to read the message from cy

It's true

Then I'm starting to think positive.

[Don't know why,i always think negative but this time...]
I replied cy,

I said..

Why suddenly like this de?

You're lying rite?

Please tell me you're lying..

Something like that..

Then cy ask me to ask regina

IT'S TRUE!

And my heart told me that they're playing eni.

Not serious de..

At car,

I'm listening to my songs,

And my tears on my eyes rolling and rolling..

I saw my second sister looking at me

Then i just close my eyes and try to forget everything

But i just couldn't accept it!

I don't wanna lose a best friend like him,

I don't wanna lose a caring friend like him,

I don't wanna lose our volleyball GANG,

I don't wanna SEPERATE!

I hope he won't change school to USJ12.

All i gotta do now i hope that he won't change.

I hope it'll work.

-xuenn-

love notes @ 11:37 AM

I had a nightmare today x.x

When I'm awake.

It's already 9.

The nightmare is about:

Me and my brother's friends killed all my friends,including jane and reg.

Something like that..

When i'm awake

I realize that it's just a dream

What a scary dream![to me - -]

Hmm..

So,

MSSD is coming soon.

This Wednesday and Thursday

Wish us luck!

<33!!

-xuenn-

love notes @ 9:40 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

We're back to normal.

CAUSE OF ME =P

I called jane this morning..

I called her because i know that i shouldn't be like this.

I'll hurt a lot of people.

So i decide to called her and apologise to her.

Well,

I actually didn't apologise to her

But i did talk to her and ask her for the best friends relationship.

Then we talk talk talk,

After that she said that she'll cheer me up when i'm sad.

But when she cheer me up

I must SMILE

I'm so lucky to have a friend like her rite?

Heeee=]]

Thanks weihh

When she said that sentence

My tears came out suddenly,

I guess i'm touched?

Tears keep falling down..

Can say cry ba

But we're back to normal

So i guess everything is over?

Yippieee=D

-xuenn-

SMILE=D

love notes @ 11:17 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

I guess it's over..

I should let them be together since they enjoy so much,i shouldn't interrupt..

Should i leave?

Should i give up this friendship?

Maybe it's a yes?

Hmm..

Yea..

Whenever I'm with them,

They ignore me,

They don't even bother to talk to me,

They don't even bother to care about me.

I guess it's over..

At least I got some happy memories with them.

Thanks..

I should move on and forget the past.

I change a lot because of them.

And what they do?

They ignore me,

They ditch me so many times,

They don't even care about my feelings.

And yet i cried for them like more than 10 times.

And what happen next?

My result..

Most of them are 40+.

The 'next day',

They said they didn't mean it about the 'sentences'.

Uh-huh

Yar..

They didn't mean it

Did they care about my feelings?

No.

I failed my sejarah

I know I can't blame them,

Who ask me to cried for them?

Who ask me to worry for them?

Who ask me to be so stupid and tell myself without them,I'm lifeless.

All because of the STUPID,BRAINLESS me.

I trust them so much,

And what they give me?

I guess i gotta change back and enjoy my life.

I gotta get used to the 'alone' life.

Gotta get used to the 'without them' life.

Yar..

That's it..

It's over..

I guess i just gotta treat them like normal

A 'normal' friends..

Everything is back to normal again.

A normal life

A normal friends

A normal girl

A normal me.

But i gotta thanks them for giving me a good memories before =]

I gotta thanks Alynna and Kristine for 'waking' me up

THANKS A LOT!!

<33

And also,thanks to my 'so-called best friends' for giving that good memories to me before.

I know i cause a lot of trouble to you guys.

I make you guys sad

I don't wanna make you guys because of me then sad.

It's not worth you know?

So,

It's over.

We can be normal friends and RESTART all over again.

Rite?

I know it's very hurt to you guys,

But i must do it.

I'm being stingy for this first time.

You guys asked for it.

Sorry.

Let's restart all over again and start from our NORMAL life.

-xuenn-

love notes @ 11:04 AM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Heyy!

Today's kinda boring><''

Hmm

I asked 'The VolleyBall GANG',

Next saturday or sunday free or not..

Everyone said yes

Except for Regina.

She said she's gonna ask her mom whether she can skip for the tuition next week.

If her mom say no..

I guess 'WE' gotta say "GOOD-BYE"..

Hmmm

I wish her mom say yes!

Today got training again

Stupid zyuan!

He spike the ball and kena my leg- -

So freaking pain mann!

And another two ball he spike,missed me..

I'm very lucky x.x

And i service till my finger blue-black x.x

Tomorrow morning still got training timmm><

I guess I'm done typing.

So,

BYE GUYS!

<33

-xuenn-

love notes @ 9:53 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I'm sick of waiting mann!

From january till now-.-

Seriously mann..

How long do i have to wait??

Hmm,

Actually...

We [volleyball gang] wanna go pyramid together ..

There's 6 people(ONLY) in our volleyball gang xD

3 boys and 3 girls

Benjamin

Chern Yuen or Yuan(sorry,i'm confused x.x)

Zheng Hao

Jane

Regina

Xuen (me xP)

Everytime also like this de lorhh

Saturday cannot,

Sunday cannot..

No need go adi lorh-.-

I'm sick of WAITING!!

Fast fast plan when we go :D

I don't wanna wait till the next holiday!!

Can die weih-.-

>.<

I guess i'm finish rite now?

So,

BYE PEOPLE!

<33

-xuenn-

love notes @ 8:13 PM

Hmm..

Today we got a 'match' with seniors and juniors..

MIXED!!

My team member is,

Chee Yuan (leader)

Ong

Benjamin

Gabriel

Mei Shun

AND ME!! xD

Zyuan (chee yuan) said if we win this match

He'll buy me 3 cup of STARBUCKS!!

Well,there's a good news and a bad news!

I'll say the good news first!

GOOD NEWS is!

We won the first match !!

Me and Zyuan keep high '10'-ing xD

I'm so happy,don't know why..

STARBUCKS!!

Well,

The BAD NEWS is..

We lost the second match-.-

MY STARBUCKS!!

Sad rite?

Then i keep saying the 'starbucks' word and start to hit zyuan.. xD

Kesian him >.>

Now i'm speechless and i don't know what to write >.<

I guess i should stop here ;P

OWH OWH!!

STARBUCKS!! :(

-xuenn-

love notes @ 8:05 PM

Darn it!

GOSH!

This month is soo TIRING!!

You wanna know why??

Cause it's APRIL( 4 >.>)

Don't know whyy,

This year, i saw a lot of the word '4'..

AHA!

Back to the topic-.-

I'm in for volleyball mssd and yarr..

We got training EVERYDAY..

Hmm

Next week is the competition WEEK..-.-

OWH OWH!!

AND AND!!

I took the jersey number 4 ;D

>.>

No offense..

This competition we 100% LOSING..

Well,

Gotta go!

<33!

-xuenn-

love notes @ 7:58 PM